Exams is this saturday and i'm still struggling to make notes for Ship Production. I've been going to school around 10am everyday, heading to block 35 project room to study with Surath. Although, most of the time he comes late. But i manage to progress till 85% of my notes now. After which, i've marine engineering II to study. Grr... I'm in desire need of help in this module.

It feels weird blogging now. Maybe because i've not blogged for a month?

I don't get it. I go fencing = wrong. I go study till late = wrong. Everything wrong. And always rake up the past and repeatly digging up my mistakes. Sometimes i don't even know what to do to please you. My efforts aren't recognize, face it. Must beg for a chance. I don't get it. Everyone do mistakes and knows priorities. And all you see in me is someone who don't know my priorities and always make mistakes. WHY. You'll say i know the answer, but i really don't know why. Fmylife.

Holidays after exams aren't holidays actually. It's just a break. I've FYP whole month everyday. How am i supposed to survive this ordeal. And surath is getting a dog which means = distraction. He'll sure never focus. I know bro. I know you well..