Sunday, May 31, 2009 | 1:08:00 AM
Common test is in two weeks time. But i'm way behind the topics. I've been trying to revise but my projects occupy both my time and mind. Alot of things, alot of things is bothering me. I just don't know how to arrange all the problems that i have. It's scattered all over my head and i don't know where to start. I'm not running away. I wanna face it. But i am just confused and it's the truth. I just need to be on track.
My FYP presentation last friday was great i guess. We present very confidently on what, how and why we wanna do it. I'm proud of myself and my mates. I guess what drive us is the determination to prove and do well. Once bitten, twice shy. Being brushed off once, we had it enough. Holidays and weekends will be the day we'll be doing our projects. Researching and learning science concept will be a hassle but it's worth it.
I'm just tired of everything. I might be smiling but i'm not inside.
"I said i am not me
me who isn't what i am
i am who lost himself
himself caught between time"
My FYP presentation last friday was great i guess. We present very confidently on what, how and why we wanna do it. I'm proud of myself and my mates. I guess what drive us is the determination to prove and do well. Once bitten, twice shy. Being brushed off once, we had it enough. Holidays and weekends will be the day we'll be doing our projects. Researching and learning science concept will be a hassle but it's worth it.
I'm just tired of everything. I might be smiling but i'm not inside.
"I said i am not me
me who isn't what i am
i am who lost himself
himself caught between time"
Friday, May 29, 2009 | 11:31:00 AM
Okay. It's been awhile since i blog. So let me just summarise things up.
Adios.
Hmm. School- Projects projects projects. Lack of sleep, stress up and boredom. Almose everyday i need to at least clear or make a progress on my projects and assignment. I wonder how long will this continue. I'm having my dark eye rings now. Damn it. I actually borrowed books from the library. And i'm learning something that isn't my scope of work. That's weird right. I know.
CCA- Fun and full of laughters. Confirmed new sabre's juniors is in. They beginning to clique and blend with us. They'll take some time. Seniors are like always; non-stop sarcasm and palyfulness. Training is mostly on physical fitness. Foot works and yea some blade works. It's tiring me out though.
Alright. I'm having my FYP presentation in an hour time. Wish me luck. Hope my presentation won't get effed up. Back to editing the slides.
"I can't take things that isn't true
Again and again things goes around
Doesn't always mean that i'm at fault
I realised no matter what i'm on my own".
Here's are photos that i took with my bros. Damn camplayboys.
Adios.Sunday, May 17, 2009 | 8:50:00 PM
I'm totally fed-up with projects. Multiple of them. And also, assigments. It's all piled up around me. I've cleared some while more start to flock in. Is year three supposed to be this way? I need some air to breathe. And whoever i'm doing project with, thank you for the help. And those who didnt help me at all but talk, please changed. I've my limits. I need my grades. I need my marks. Seriously. WAKE UP!
And other than my projects, i'm stressed up with other things too. Please. Don't treat me anyway you want. I'm human. And i've feelings too. I can be nice but don't push your luck. I did all i can but i can stop whenever i want. Phew. Please yea.
I'm happy. Perhaps. Perhaps. Maybe maybe. I need some fresh air. And i'm getting fat again. I'm not anorexic or bullimic. I'm just self conscious. (:
I'm addicted to starbucks, dark/mocha frappucino.
And people pray hard my FYP topic this time will be accepted. Cross fingers.
And other than my projects, i'm stressed up with other things too. Please. Don't treat me anyway you want. I'm human. And i've feelings too. I can be nice but don't push your luck. I did all i can but i can stop whenever i want. Phew. Please yea.
I'm happy. Perhaps. Perhaps. Maybe maybe. I need some fresh air. And i'm getting fat again. I'm not anorexic or bullimic. I'm just self conscious. (:
I'm addicted to starbucks, dark/mocha frappucino.
And people pray hard my FYP topic this time will be accepted. Cross fingers.
Thursday, May 14, 2009 | 12:00:00 AM
To start with 14 MAY 2009,
.The Birthday Girl.
Who cooked my food?!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALANE BERYL T. MERCADO
.The Birthday Girl.
Who cooked my food?!Wished you the best in for 2009. May your wish and dream come true!
Hope you enjoyed the celebration!! You're turning __ this year! Congrats!
HAHA. We had dinner at Billy Bombers. The food is mediocre. But the mugs are really really big. And it's not worth of the price. Really. But the songs that they played is so oldies and cool. (:
I really had fun. Testing out new food! yummy.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009 | 11:26:00 AM
Hello everyone. Pardon of the lack of post in here.
Photo courtesy of switembrace.blogspot.com .
Let me start with school. I've tons of projects up to my neck and it's due every now and then. Damn all of it. I'm seriously tired. Especially 8am lesson, either i can't make it on time or i'll doze off. Grrr. I think 8am lesson is not working out for me.
Last saturday, we had sabres outing. We met up in school at 12pm to maintain equipment and clean the room. After which head out to singapore flyer to eat at popeye's chicken and biscuit. David was sick so he didn't join us. Chen hsi join only when we finished eating and head to marina square. After so much of wasting time contemplating here and there, we decided to watch movie, star trek rather than playing bowling/watch horsemen. Kenneth was all up for bowling. But, he was ignored. HAHA.
After the movies, we went to the esplanade to celebrate QX, the captain's birthday. Well, i'm not sure if he's surprise or something, but i'm sure he enjoyed the celebration even though the cake is small but need to be shared among 14 people. HAHA. It was really fun. And a junior came with us. I can't remember his name. But he knows how to dance the nobody songs. Damn coo. lAnd i bump into the foilist and epeeist in the bus. They look shocked but im not. It was nice to see you all having fun too. HAHA. I've pictures with me to upload. Only some will be upload in blog. The rest will be in facebook.
Have fun people! See you all around. 
Photo courtesy of switembrace.blogspot.com .
Sunday, May 3, 2009 | 2:53:00 PM
Things been great for me i guess. Though alot of things have been in my mind and all, but i'll survive. I think.
School been fine. Though i'm slowly catching up. Tomorrow there'll be a presentation for one of my MANY projects. Wish me luck people. HAHA. Every now and then i'm making a full of my life in poly this year. Perhaps it's due to that it's my last year.
Yesterday was great. We had fencing training after which we head to westmall to feast our stomach with burger king. And spending time talking nonsensical stuffs and disturbing kenneth. HAHA. We then headed to the arcade to waste some time and head home after that. haha.
After that, went to meet alane. Thought of watching movies but it was full so we just hang around plaza sing to find me a organiser. But i can't find the one i like. A red organiser. Oh well.
We met up with the birthday girl, chew jia hui. HAHA. Had dinner at cafe cartel and disturbing her about finally being legally eighteen. HAHA. Happy 18th birthday, chew.
And my brother texted me to get him a zinger meal. So i did. How kind am i right? HAHA!
It was a great day. Though i kinda twisted my wrist/fingers during fencing. Damn. I hope it'll recover by tuesday before training. HAHA. Dang.
Alright, i'm staying at home today to coach my sister on her studies. She's having exams tomorrow. Takecare everyone and have fun.
"I don't know i never knew
Thing could be this further due"
School been fine. Though i'm slowly catching up. Tomorrow there'll be a presentation for one of my MANY projects. Wish me luck people. HAHA. Every now and then i'm making a full of my life in poly this year. Perhaps it's due to that it's my last year.
Yesterday was great. We had fencing training after which we head to westmall to feast our stomach with burger king. And spending time talking nonsensical stuffs and disturbing kenneth. HAHA. We then headed to the arcade to waste some time and head home after that. haha.
After that, went to meet alane. Thought of watching movies but it was full so we just hang around plaza sing to find me a organiser. But i can't find the one i like. A red organiser. Oh well.
We met up with the birthday girl, chew jia hui. HAHA. Had dinner at cafe cartel and disturbing her about finally being legally eighteen. HAHA. Happy 18th birthday, chew.
And my brother texted me to get him a zinger meal. So i did. How kind am i right? HAHA!
It was a great day. Though i kinda twisted my wrist/fingers during fencing. Damn. I hope it'll recover by tuesday before training. HAHA. Dang.
Alright, i'm staying at home today to coach my sister on her studies. She's having exams tomorrow. Takecare everyone and have fun.
"I don't know i never knew
Thing could be this further due"
FARHAN "KYLE CHEN". Peranakan descent. 19; July 10, 1989. 