Ever feel like jumping down from the highest floor of your unit? Or maybe get run-down by a lorry or car? Or maybe when you're walking down the pavements, a car just skidded and knock into you? Or you push someone you love, in my case, my sweetie of course, away from the on-coming traffic and got knock down instead? And you could is to say "I'm sorry, i'm leaving, goodbye world."

Call me crazy or lunatic or suicidal or whatever you want. I just wanna escape this cruel world.

Sometimes i wanna scream at the sea. Yea. Maybe i will during kayaking. I need the sea once again. I need the breeze to soothe me and embrace me with the wind. I wanna feel the currents running through my fingers and the sounds of the waves crashing. Yea, i can imagine it now. Can you? I need the sea.