Thursday, June 7, 2007 | 11:15:00 PM
Finally, i'm back. well.. i still have exam tommorow. but it's autocad. which i really have no idea how to study. i'm already in my holiday mood.
Here's prediction of my exams:
Module Difficulty Prediction/Grade
1)El-Tech-- Okay B or C
2)EG1 Maths-- Easy A or B
3)Engineering Drawing-- Hard D or E
4)Engineering Material-- Hard C or D
5)Autocad-- ????? Hope a B
i'll be taking autocad tomorrow.. wish me luck. thanks!
well.. many things happen these few days. but i'm sorry. i'm really not in the mood today to blog. i will just pour my sorrow. i need someone to talk to..
i'm just being a freaky ass who always get paranoid and feel inferior. Feeling the fear of losing something important. I need time to overcome this all. i never thought i be this way. never.
shit me. freak me. shout in my ears ' You asshole!! what's wrong with you!' go and die! Dont worry! i will drown myself. in a terrible way as possible. goodbye world. well.. i'll be leaving on monday till thursday. I got AKE. Annual Kayaking Expedition. that way i can jump and smile my life away. but i will miss my love. Terribly. four days i will be leaving her. i'm sorry. maybe monday i will see the last of her. or the last of me. if anything happen to me. if anything happen when i'm not with her. i hope she will takecare of herself when i'm gone. hope she will take her medicine. she always have flu you know? and cough too. and she always claim she doesn't.. cute isn't she? please take when i'm gone, please.. i hope she will not stay up too late. will eat her breakfast, lunch and dinner. i won't be around to remind her.. do takecare. i promise if i return, i will help you to borrow the books that you want. bring you to the movies. eat with you anything that you crave for. anything. just tell me your wish. it will be my command. but seriously i don't know. the sea is wide. never doubt its capability. please. i want be with her. from now till the day i grow old. i want grow old with her. i want to amke her my bride. izit just a dream? i want to make it real. since the day i became an item with her. ever since, i put my everything for the r/s. i did everything to make her happy and give her whatever she wants. i try my very best to be fully commited to this r/s. simply-i love her. alane, do you know how much this love i have for you means? everything baby. i know its may be a three word nothing much. but i sincerely saying this. i never felt this love before. i always failed to express to her my feelings. i'm not a poet. i'm not a sweet talking charm boy. i'm a zero. that's me. i just feel i'm lacking of something. am i? maybe my absence can make me sort things out. maybe beyond the horizon, across the line of the sea, the sunset and sunrise.. i can feel what i am. maybe i will get the answer. maybe it will make me a better person.. i don't know. pray hard i'll be alive.. so that when i return, the first i will do is to ring her and whisper at her ear.. I LOVE YOU.
will it be the same when i return or will history takes its place again? i resent...
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i want to hold this hand forever. can i?
Here's prediction of my exams:
Module Difficulty Prediction/Grade
1)El-Tech-- Okay B or C
2)EG1 Maths-- Easy A or B
3)Engineering Drawing-- Hard D or E
4)Engineering Material-- Hard C or D
5)Autocad-- ????? Hope a B
i'll be taking autocad tomorrow.. wish me luck. thanks!
well.. many things happen these few days. but i'm sorry. i'm really not in the mood today to blog. i will just pour my sorrow. i need someone to talk to..
i'm just being a freaky ass who always get paranoid and feel inferior. Feeling the fear of losing something important. I need time to overcome this all. i never thought i be this way. never.
shit me. freak me. shout in my ears ' You asshole!! what's wrong with you!' go and die! Dont worry! i will drown myself. in a terrible way as possible. goodbye world. well.. i'll be leaving on monday till thursday. I got AKE. Annual Kayaking Expedition. that way i can jump and smile my life away. but i will miss my love. Terribly. four days i will be leaving her. i'm sorry. maybe monday i will see the last of her. or the last of me. if anything happen to me. if anything happen when i'm not with her. i hope she will takecare of herself when i'm gone. hope she will take her medicine. she always have flu you know? and cough too. and she always claim she doesn't.. cute isn't she? please take when i'm gone, please.. i hope she will not stay up too late. will eat her breakfast, lunch and dinner. i won't be around to remind her.. do takecare. i promise if i return, i will help you to borrow the books that you want. bring you to the movies. eat with you anything that you crave for. anything. just tell me your wish. it will be my command. but seriously i don't know. the sea is wide. never doubt its capability. please. i want be with her. from now till the day i grow old. i want grow old with her. i want to amke her my bride. izit just a dream? i want to make it real. since the day i became an item with her. ever since, i put my everything for the r/s. i did everything to make her happy and give her whatever she wants. i try my very best to be fully commited to this r/s. simply-i love her. alane, do you know how much this love i have for you means? everything baby. i know its may be a three word nothing much. but i sincerely saying this. i never felt this love before. i always failed to express to her my feelings. i'm not a poet. i'm not a sweet talking charm boy. i'm a zero. that's me. i just feel i'm lacking of something. am i? maybe my absence can make me sort things out. maybe beyond the horizon, across the line of the sea, the sunset and sunrise.. i can feel what i am. maybe i will get the answer. maybe it will make me a better person.. i don't know. pray hard i'll be alive.. so that when i return, the first i will do is to ring her and whisper at her ear.. I LOVE YOU.
will it be the same when i return or will history takes its place again? i resent...
Snapshot%3B-)(31)m+copy.jpg)
i want to hold this hand forever. can i?
FARHAN "KYLE CHEN". Peranakan descent. 19; July 10, 1989. 