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Saturday, June 9, 2007 | 12:18:00 AM

Summer Holiday

Boo! well. pardon me if i put a malay song.. after all i'm a malay-chinese. but it's nice. the chorus is in english. and it's an indonesian song. strip from the soundtrack of 'My Heart movie'. Enjoy.

Finally. The Holiday is here. envy some people who actually had holidays earlier. But it's okay.

I actually was in the holiday mood since last week!! *giggles* sorry la! can't help it. well. i hope i will grade 3.5 or 3 for common test. i'm seriously woried la. omg. but what's done is done. No way you can turn back time. can you? learn from mistakes. that's all. and i'm really looking forward to my hols. sojini says there will be a class chalet? i want! and i'll be having a steamboat outing with crownies mates this friday. err.. the girls suggest the name crownies. not me. hehes. seriously. i really am empty block. i have no plan for my holidays. but i want to spend most of them with alane. i hope she won't be that busy. will she? i have no idea. i'm really looking forward to be with her more. and. should i be as forgiving as i was last time? sometimes when you're kind and friendly to everyone, people will just treat you like a piece of toy that they can just throw after used, break you as when they want and treat you like a piece of rubbish. maybe i should be more forgiving. everyone needs a chance to repent. i know. but what if i'm being grind with more unexpected stuff. does everyone make good use of their second chance? i didn't have any second chance before in my life. not once. once i fall, that's it. no one give me another chance. sometimes i wish i had one to change the whole scenario. i guess i have to forgive and forget. but i swear to god. another blow, i'm sure gonna have a massive breakdown. i won't go too far bout this but let keep this straight. i'm really am confused. i just will lead my life now as it is. i won't run away from anything. i will face them should it come. so long i know i'm clear and have an open runaway to find my way up again.

i love games. wanna play with me, you're on! and well, i really need to work again. i'm super duper broke. and i want to buy many stuff. gosh. rob bank? maybe.. hehes! did i mention i love alane? i didn't? Now i just did..

"i carry your heart with me,

i carry it in my heart and i'm never without it.

anywhere i go, you go, my dear.

and whatever is done, by only me, is your doing, my darling.

i fear no fear for you are my fate, my sweet.

i want no world for beautiful, you are my world my true.

it's you or whatever a moon has always meant,

and whatever a sun will always sing is you.

here is the deepest secret nobody knows

here is the root of the root

and the bud of the bud

and the sky of the tree called life

which grows higher and higher

than the soul can hope

or mind can hide

and this is the wonder that is keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart,i carry it in my heart.

"i don't know what it is about you that closes and opens,

only something in me understands

the voice in your eyes is deeper than all roses."